will you find my bones in the dirt?
when the sun goes down,
the wind stills
and I hold dirt in my hands
and go over the evening
as dusk slides into dawn.
there is something in my heart
that feels like I am a simmering boil
soon to scream from the heat.
When I ask myself what I need,
like a good student of psychology
and grief-washed time,
I find answers in absolution
for even the thought
of wanting you.
sometimes I don't believe what they say
when they say,
"the thing that scares you the most
is the thing that has already happened."
I am buried and bludgeoned
and sore.
But I am not sorry.
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