If loneliness and lust had a baby, I would name it regret, sibling to loss.
roll the dice
like a boy
who knows
how to play,
who knows
how to lose,
to land in
your arms
like a fool,
(whose fool?)
at the end
of a night
that didn't
include you.
i don't know
how you became
the relief i feel
when i bite my bottom lip,
like a fool,
i become
yours.
there's a life
where i lose
endlessly
because i want
more
than the world can
offer
to a girl
who doesn't know
what she has.
There's this saying,
about women who want too much,
(do I want too much?)
and I wonder,
what could I become
if I play the whore?
Yes,
this wrongness
is an undoing
and a longing
like grief uncaged.
It's a splitting
of my body
into all the parts
that make me.
It's my eyes rolling
into the back of my head
because I want you to tell me
how much you need me.
I want you to touch me
like you just want to feel
how soft my fingers are
in dark closets
where nothing exists.
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