unfinished self

When I time travel 

I use beams of light.

I travel on whispers and drops of honey 

that fall off the spoon. 

When I time travel 

I become small 

yet my power is large 

like the tallest and strongest person I know. 

I am not weak when I time travel.

And if that's so... 

Why do I feel so hungry? 

Immutable

across a lifespan. 

I am the one that no one notices 

while they talk over me. 

I am a stillbirth daughter.