tightrope wire walker crossing the sea
I don't know how to miss you.
The thought is salt water:
cold where it meets my eyelids;
rough against my shins
as I brace against the tide.
I have this idea
of an alternate universe.
I haven't let myself linger there
for fear of a collapse,
like Alice,
down and down and down and
never stopping
until the amphetamines whisper,
"let's go home together."
As if I could be yours and mine
at the same time.
As if I could play at being the most wanted person in the universe.
As if everyone loved me.
As if I was finally a creature
made to be adored.
Darling, the pedestal I put you on
is the one I've never reached.
I wonder what it would be like
to love you from such a height.
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