And don't you see that this is what I want? All along, this is what I've wanted?
Just to die...
Just to not have to feel anymore...
The pain has grown numb and it is not worth living just to feel dead, all the time.
I wanted love.
I wanted to fall into the sky.
But my life is dancing colours of sticky sweet,
and I wanted nothing more but to just drown in my own tears.
Can't you see?
All along this is what I've wanted.
And you chose life,
while I chose death.
Just to die...
Just to not have to feel anymore...
The pain has grown numb and it is not worth living just to feel dead, all the time.
I wanted love.
I wanted to fall into the sky.
But my life is dancing colours of sticky sweet,
and I wanted nothing more but to just drown in my own tears.
Can't you see?
All along this is what I've wanted.
And you chose life,
while I chose death.
posted by Stephanie at
2:04 PM
3 Comments:
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sorry its been awhile since i've stopped by, feel free to kick me or push me in the gutter. but yes, hope you are doing well! i really really love your "taylor" stoty. it's so amazing and i was so captivated that i found myself reading faster and faster to find out what happens. when you're famous with books published i'll tell people that i knew you over the internet, haha. take care
A contradiction,eh? It sometimes hard to see and understand what each other's want,eh?
Thanks for the comment you left on my last post.
I shall visit your blog more as I'm back now.
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