One day, I think I'm her friend and then I find she's made plans, in which I'm not included. It's not a big deal, I guess...but I miss being part of something. Even with other people, I find that more often are people saying their plans to me, in an enthusiastic jitter, when they don't even realize that I'm sitting here, all alone. Do they think I have better things to do? Or am I just not as accepted as I first thought? Only an outsider looking in.